A day in the life (nonsense alert)

Wow what a day! Lots of things to share. I will try to keep it brief. It all started with such clarity and by noon it was beginning to unravel. I had to run to wal-mart for some stuff and I've got just one question; why is buying toilet paper so confusing? I mean my brain literally shuts down when I walk down that aisle. I can't perform basic math or remember what kind we had previously. Seriously, I just loose it for some reason. I just grabbed the one with the puppy on it. I figure if it is good enough for a dog, it should work fine for us. Moving right along...As I was in the check out, my grandmother walked up behind me and I suddenly felt guilty because it has been a while since I have seen her. She told me my granddad isn't doing too well and that hit me pretty hard. Maybe it's because I haven't made time to go see him? Once again, I don't know. I can't help but wonder what it must be like to open your eyes in the morning and go "sigh...I'm still here". Depressing thought, I know. What do you do? Pray, I guess. I helped her get her stuff to her car so I wouldn't feel like a complete bum, but it didn't help much. After I got home, I read an article that made me question my faith and wonder if what I have been teaching my kids is true or not. That started frantic emails and phone calls to trusted friends and some just plain old talking with God. Who knows? Maybe He really does love us because that is what He is. All I know to do is trust in the blood that covers my sinful stupidity, sincerely pursue Him with all I am, and be grateful for the incalculable blessings He has given me. This is how the day ended...