village

I went over to the Saturday night service at The Village Church with some close friends this weekend. I had my phone and couldn't resist getting a picture before it started. We sat on the front row and got the full impact and I needed it. I'm not talking about the style of worship. I didn't even know most of the songs but halfway through the first one I had tears streaming down my face. What an awesome experience. There was no rush to get through it and it felt genuine. I hope it was pleasing to God. I may try to start going once a month or so. I know it's not the scriptural idea of gathering with a local group of believers, but I feel like I need it (I used "I" a lot- I hope that's not idolatry). Before we got there, we were talking about "worshipping in spirit" and what that might mean. I wonder sometimes if we have missed the boat. In the role I play, I sometimes feel more like a performer than a worshipper. It's difficult to let go and not think about what is going on when you are trying to make sure everything is as it should be. There have been times when I feel like I worshipped, but they have been rare at my church. I'm probably analyzing it too much (been guilty of that before). I just have a desire to authentically worship The Creator of the universe in a way that brings more honor to His name. What that looks like, not so sure.