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What do you do when you don't know what to do? I mean, I know the standard church answer. Sometimes that doesn't seem to work though. I've been having conversations recently about spiritual depth. Tonight, my wonderful wife shared a thought with me. I don't know that I had the same thought, but after she said it, I could not agree more. When you are hungry for more "solid" food, but don't have the ability to "chew", what do you do? Pray for teeth? I have gotten caught up in a machine that, in order to continue to run smoothly, must be well oiled and that is my priority. Not spiritually providing for my family. The souls that I have been entrusted to lead. Why can't we experience the fullness that we should? What keeps getting in our way? I get so frustrated. I know people mean well (most of the time) but sometimes I wonder... Other things are in the works that have become a thorn also. I don't know how much longer I can continue the facade.